Monday, March 30, 2009

It Aches Tonight

My chest can barely contain;

The heart with such absolute pain
it aches knowing

How blistering

The truth is

How love can either make you,

Or break you,
How love can make you do things



Each and every dream burns tonight

Under the roof of unwanted echoing goodbyes

Keeping all meaningless promises aside,
Eternal separation becomes a deliberate demise


My chest can barely contain;

The heart with such absolute pain
it aches knowing

How blistering

The truth is

How love can either make you,

Or break you,
How love can make you do things


A lover once; now highly despised
another painful chapter of life;

Thoroughly revised

I can never be at peace

Even if I die

another attempt; another attempt to rise

Another reason; another failure to try


I had never imagined us quitting,
giving up on through all the lows and highs
But, I know now how hard it is to compromise


My chest can barely contain;

The heart with such absolute pain

it aches knowing

How blistering

The truth is

How love can either make you,

Or break you,
How love can make you do things

Monday, March 23, 2009

Broken Heart of A Hopeless Liar


Torn pieces of hopeless desires;
You cannot help the helpless me

With sheer force,
you fear most

Don’t reach out to collect;
All that there must be left of me

The only piece left to admire;
Is the broken heart of a hopeless liar

Don’t reach out to collect;
All that there must be left of me


With sheer force,
you fear most
I may cry, myself,
But
I don’t hear your tears,
No more!


To loose what you loved;
Now you know
how it feels,


To wish what you already had;
now you know
Pain could be this real

Torn pieces of hopeless desires;
You cannot help the helpless me


My religion was Love,
I am glad, I only died
as a martyr

You said you tried,
But you should have
tried a little harder


Torn pieces of hopeless desires;
You cannot help the helpless me

Sunday, March 15, 2009

My Insanity In You

I see my insanity,

... in you

slightly calm,

slightly at peace

Gasping for air,

choking to breathe

I see my insanity

... in you

Are you trying to hold me close,

or mold me bold

Don't suppose me most,
Behold me,

..."secrets remain untold"

I see my insanity,

... in you

slightly calm,

slightly at peace

Gasping for air,

choking to breathe

I see my

insanity

in you

I see pure reflection

I see my

cure

in you

You endure perfection

I see

complete madness

tempting

to inject all intentional pain

I see

utter sadness

attempting

to inject the pain... again

I see me ...in you,

Who feels, but, never complains

When making empty promises to self,

.... never to love again!

I see myself, in you,

The cravings you carry

are almost just the same

I see you hiding,

digging the feelings you burry

are beyond explanations,

Trust me, I too..can't explain

I see my insanity,

... in you

slightly calm,

slightly at peace

Gasping for air,

choking to breathe

I see your eyes

observing

...even the smallest details

Longing for the answer(s),

Anxious to know

.... where "truth" prevails??

I see you smoking,

every time I do

I see you writing

the same lines I knew

You dare...

never dare me

to walk in your shoes

I dare

never stare me

I'll see right through

Hating the "black",

Yet, Complimenting the

beauty of my tattoos

Dare knowing the lines, the truth,

in the pictures, I drew

You smile and shrug

when I stare,
Why do you even care?


I wonder,

the peak of insanity,

I take you too

I see

complete madness

tempting

to inject all intentional pain

I see

utter sadness

attempting

to inject the pain... again

I see me ...in you,

Who feels, but, never complains

When making empty promises to self

.... never to love again!

I see myself, in you,

The cravings you carry

are almost just the same

I see you hiding,

digging the feelings you burry

are beyond explanations,
Trust me, I too..can't explain

I may be blind,

But, I can clearly see